unsettling dream
Jun. 7th, 2005 07:24 amI took a nap yesterday, only to find it extremely difficult to wake up and work on a project. I ended up waking at 6am this morning. 11 hours of sleep left me groggy and unsettled. and caused me to write this blurb out.
i don't know how good it is or if it made sense, but it left me a bit of peacefulness in writing it.
i don't know if i'm being weird or stupid or even utterly ignorable but i can't help but feel a tad anti-social in RL...moreso lately than before...and i don't want to be left alone with my thoughts.
i don't know if i want to continue sleeping to escape reality or bitch-slap myself and tell myself to deal with the problems and move on. to be a big girl and grow up a bit more and move on. i don't know what to do. help?
( a blurb of written words )
i don't know how good it is or if it made sense, but it left me a bit of peacefulness in writing it.
i don't know if i'm being weird or stupid or even utterly ignorable but i can't help but feel a tad anti-social in RL...moreso lately than before...and i don't want to be left alone with my thoughts.
i don't know if i want to continue sleeping to escape reality or bitch-slap myself and tell myself to deal with the problems and move on. to be a big girl and grow up a bit more and move on. i don't know what to do. help?
( a blurb of written words )