unsettling dream

I took a nap yesterday, only to find it extremely difficult to wake up and work on a project. I ended up waking at 6am this morning. 11 hours of sleep left me groggy and unsettled. and caused me to write this blurb out.

i don't know how good it is or if it made sense, but it left me a bit of peacefulness in writing it.

i don't know if i'm being weird or stupid or even utterly ignorable but i can't help but feel a tad anti-social in RL...moreso lately than before...and i don't want to be left alone with my thoughts.

i don't know if i want to continue sleeping to escape reality or bitch-slap myself and tell myself to deal with the problems and move on. to be a big girl and grow up a bit more and move on. i don't know what to do. help?

( a blurb of written words )

OMG!!!

OMFG!!!!

__goldie

 

YOU ROCK!!!!!!!!

I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!sixtynine!!!!!!

 

my internet died in the middle of chat. when it came up, i checked my email and found what you did. omg! you didn't have to do it on your birthday or any other day but yeah, you made me squeee and bounce and smile so much!!!

She gave me icon time!!! that means I upgraded from 15 to 50!!!! *squeeeeeeeeees* now i must hunt for icons. *excited*

 

I have the best f-list ever. A gift fic with pic and icon space all in one day!!! I'm in tears because you guys make me feel loved. doooooood. *hugs  all the ladies in vanillaskyychat, myrafur, se_spotwood, and __goldie* thank you for an absolutely wonderful afternoon/evening! *loves*