Gomen ne Juliet....

[jemz]

Is it bad that I woke up terrified and a miserable, miserable mess?


And that the mood stuck with me all day long. To the point that all this pressure at work is beginning to make me crack. I'm suppressing tears and trying to get everything done so I can go home and cry and let it all out.

The highlight of my day so far has been an unexpected lunch with my younger siblings. It was an hour of comfort. Then I was back at work and things are just going to hell. Without the pretty handbasket.

I think today is a day that I am being super critical of myself without even trying. And after eating such a greasy breakfast (scrambled eggs, hashbrowns, and bacon! Traditional fattening breakfast fare!), I feel distinctly unattractive. Not even my new, pretty earrings are cheering me up.

Maybe I should go back to bed. Hopefully, the next time I wake up, I'll be back to a more normal state of mind instead of microscoping (hush, that is my made-up word for the day) my flaws and ugliness.

Or you know, lay off on eating so much in the mornings whenever I wake up grumpy.

Comments

[dramedy.livejournal.com]

*snug* I'm sorry dear. I woke up grumpy, and went back to bed, and it didn't help.

*hug* I hope you feel better!

[musikologie.livejournal.com]

asdlkfals;j it's taking me 30 minutes to try to post this, what the hell, internet.

You didn't tell me about your earrings! Oooh, what do they look like?

I've wanted to go back to bed all day -- today's just had that kind of feel to it. *hugs and hugs and hugs* But you're halfway through the day now, you can do it!

[ilanala]

*hugs* I'm having a pretty good day today, so I'll send you some spare happy thoughts. I hope your afternoon is better, or at least that work ends quickly.

[pixeled.livejournal.com]

*snuggles* You just had to work black friday, and work sucks. I'd be grumpy, too. XD

*snugs*

[fluttering.livejournal.com]

Sorry to hear your day was so crappy. I hope tomorrow will be more positive for you. Cheer up, hon. ♥ ♥

[anamuan.livejournal.com]

*hugs* 。 ・:*:・゜　★，。 ・:*:・゜☆.。.:*・°☆.。.:*・°☆.。.:*・°☆ *sends you stars and sparkles to make your day better*

[thunder]

:(( aww jemz. *hughughug* i hope a bit of sleep will fix this up soon.

[bluntedge.livejournal.com]

*SENDS LOVE AND SQUISHIES* ♥ ):

[firefly-wish.livejournal.com]

Aw, I hate days like that.

*hugs and gives you a cookie, which, being virtual, won't break your no-sugar rule(^^)b*

[damiri.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

[acchikocchi.livejournal.com]

*drive by hugs!*

♥ ♥ ♥

[ironicdawn.livejournal.com]

Oh Jemzzzzzzzzzz ~hugglesquishes~ I'm sorry to hear you're having a bad day. ~hugglesquishes some more~ I hate days too when life seems quite hell bent on making everything that is capable and even NOT capable of going wrong go wrong. >_<

You're not flawed and ugly - I think you're very pretty! On shitty days like that I like to take myself out to dinner! ^.^ and then go home and snuggle down with some shiny!

~passes you Jin with wet hair~

Hope the rest of the week goes better.
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