ageha translation

[jemz]

Courtesy of arashiangel who translated this for me when I wanted to know what it was about since the melody touched a tender chord when I was listening to this as I played it at the cemetary along with Gift and Dedicated to You.



ageha by w-inds.


The loneliness I threw away
Has been hardened in the snow

In the awkwardness the flowers bloom
As you disappear

I'm sorry I avoided your dreams that day
But it felt as though I would be left behind

That summer's day when we chased the swallow tail
We'll be able to grasp those dreams in that way again
As long as it's you, my special friend

While surrounded by your friends
You shake hands with them all

I was the only one slightly apart
Seeing you off on the platform

Without knowing the reason why
I realized the sadness of the song we sang together

Now as we part for our journeys
I whistle that song for you
Instead of saying 'good-bye'

Across the window of the leaving train
Both our eyes met
You smile so kindly
I felt I wanted to cry

That summer's day when we chased the swallow tail
I want to chase our dreams again in that way
Like the way you, my best friend did

That summer's day when we chased the swallow tail
We promised each other even though we may part
We'll remain as close friends

Even in the days we can't meet
Please let us be known as friends
Please let us remain as close friends

Sincerely Yours With All My Heart



Sometimes, without any warning, I just feel so sad. And then I miss everything and everyone who is not in my life anymore and that just makes me even sadder.

But I am an eternal optimist and the moments after the sadness is the most bittersweet and the most vivid for me.

I think I need to make another trip to the cemetary. Call me strange or weird or morbid, but sometimes, I find myself at utter peace when I'm there. It's a place where I can reconcile the tumultuous thoughts that keep me up late at night and feel the love of those who've passed on.

[cryptic] It's been a year and I still cry for you. I miss all the little things and all the big things. There were hundreds and hundreds of conversations imagined in my head in the days following that fateful day and none I had the courage to voice. Not even now, can I say what I want to say because I don't know what I could have said, would have said, or should have said to make things different. It was the path that was chosen and I am forced to accept that I did all I could do. Sometimes I wonder if my efforts were worth it but in the end, I've accepted my actions for what it was worth.

I struggled for a long time with it and I still feel that I can't accept it even though I try my best to. I'm trying, really trying, to find forgiveness within myself. To forgive him. Perhaps one day, I can. Until then....."I whistle that song for you" [/cryptic]

Comments

[thermidor.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

[swtjemz.livejournal.com]

*hugs back*

[zahavah.livejournal.com]

♥

[pixeled.livejournal.com]

That song hurts so badly ;_; I love the bittersweetness of the lyrics. *clings at you on aim*

[arashiangel.livejournal.com]

I hope you feel happier and bouncier soon.. *huggles* but being emo can be good, I guess it's the only time you get to really stop and reflect on the things that have happened...