itchiness sucks!

[jemz]

so here i am at work again. my sis had to wake me up since i could not get up at the buttcrack of dawn. i needed sleep way too much to even try or remember trying. i slept better last nite than the past few nites because of my slowly healing, sunburnt back. it's easier for me to lay on my back again and all the sleep i missed from trying to avoid sleeping on my back came crashing on me on the worst night possible. D'OH. i got out of work last nite early enough to walk through nordstrom's which is pretty cool. that meant we didn't have to walk around the entire section of the mall to get to our cars. hehe....maybe i should try for that again on sat. nite when i close.

gah....my back itches!!!! everytime i try to scratch it, it hurts and itches!

so here i am at work. not really wanting to be here that damn early but i had to be. ah well. i hate working for money.

there's not really much for me to talk about since my mind is still completely asleep. i remember wanting to write something on sat. before the bbq...but i was too lost in the moment of being outside at a park. i remember seeing bees pollinating the flowers near my mat that i laid upon. i watched those bees flit from flower to flower, methodically checking each petal. i smiled in the simplicity of that moment. i felt happy to be alive and able to enjoy the beautiful day.

yeah...that's all i remember. heh.

i don't know what else i am going to do this week...but i know for sure i will be working. *sigh*

i miss getting hugs. i haven't had any good ones since my back got sunburnt. hopefully, when it heals, i'll get some good ones.

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[swtjemz.livejournal.com]

yup...lots and lots of aloe vera cooling gel...this cool kind by banana boat...it has lidocaine which soothes the pain away. hehehe but doesn't stop the itching!!!