Lazy Sunday too!

It's been an awesome weekend, my friends! I had NO work at all besides a few phone calls but I SLEPT IN. uwaa, it was a wonderful feeling!

Today, I uploaded new music to Teppei (iPod), went shopping with some of my favorite ladies (damiri and aelfsciene), bought some great stuff on sale, had frozen yogurt and Beard Papa's creampuff for my wild card day (LORDIE, IT WAS DELICIOUS), spent some time with family and eating fantastic food, and am now winding down after trying to catalog my concert pamphlets/photobooks/dvds while packing for Anime LA.

Seems busy but really, it's not! I caught up with people who matter lots to me and destressed!

Soon, I'll post up my new resolutions for 2009 and maybe list things I've done in 2008 so I don't feel like a loser workaholic loser and that I've not accomplished a lot.

But yay for a free weekend of just doing things for me!!!

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There are lots of happy things in my life right now. My friends, my family, having a job, eating healthy, having fun online with fandom friends, stressing out in planning for my division in Fanime, partying it up with all my friends all year long, hugs from Fishbot, arm/leg warmers, tea, the blue sky, the twinkling stars, weddings, gorgeous singers, my family, my friends.

So many things that I'm grateful for.


But...I can't help myself at the oddest moments, just stopping and staring off into the sky, and fervently praying and being utterly sad. I miss everyone who's moved on from my life. I miss my grandparents. I miss my friends. I miss my family. I miss friends I've lost touch with.

There's the empty space that's filled with memories and there's a bittersweet taste in my mouth as I remember. I miss the people so much.

And I pray for those who are going through rough times. You're in my thoughts.