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*achooooo*

morning sucks...i'm sneezing and sniffling like crazy. stupid allergies...they all came back!

anyways...just wanted to vent a little. my mom totally hates my haircut. she started yelling at me. she thinks my previous cut was better since it didn't make me look fat. but i hated that haircut when i walked out of the salon! i was about to cry when i got that haircut!

this haircut, i totally love! i was really happy with it. mom was just going off on how she could have cut my hair like that if she wanted to and how i wasted money on a cut like this. then she told me that the haircut made my face looked fat.

i was pretty upset so i just retorted back "so i have a fat face..." man....she was on the phone talking to a friend about me in front of me! i was like...damn..if u don't like u don't have to tell ur friend. after all that, she goes off and tells her friend how i'm such a willful child and always talking back. dammit, i'm old enough not to deal with that shit. i have plans i want to do and i'm not gonna be talked about as if i'm a little child. i'm more responsible than that. fuck, if i wanted i could act exactly like my younger sibs and raise hell and cause them lots of heartbreak but i don't. she keeps going on saying how we don't respect our parents and such, well where's our respect?

yeah i love my parents but it's like a double-edge sword. in numerous efforts to satisfy the parents, you sacrifice yourself. when trying to satisify yourself, you sacrifice your parents' will. damned if you do, damned if you don't. sometimes i hate how asian parents are. so restrictive and unseeing.

freakin' a. this happened early evening yesterday and i'm still bothered by it.

kuso.

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another quickie post....

it feels good to be at home, lazing around in the sun.

damn. makes my confession a little harder. but here goes:

my name is *beeep*. and i'm addicted to anime.

*phew* got that off my chest. i am soo hooked on anime that it's becoming an obsession again. i was watching Kaikan Phrase (which is about a rock band) and i have this huge urge to go out and buy the soundtrack and any subsequent albums the band (which really did form into a popular one during the anime and sold lots of albums after the series ended) has produced. *sigh*

if anyone wants to take me out, slap me silly, drag me out to do things in this beautiful cali weather....please feel free to do so!

*sigh* i need to re-learn how to socialize. ever since I became single again, i've reverted back to my homebody ways with my nose stuck in the middle of a book.

*cries* i need drinking/dancing buddies!!!!!!

too bad the one i partied with lives in so cal......oh well...maybe i'll get to party again when i go to San Diego to visit my girls. Sake bombs, here we come!