RL Ramble....pieces of me...

[jemz]

And thus ends a stressful week and another (hopefully) less stressful will begin.

I've been up and down in rollercoaster of moods. I'm still going through it. One day, i'm utterly depressed and a total funk. The next day is a happy-go-lucky me.

Then are the moods within those days. Most days have been okay but some things will set me off on a crying spree. I don't know if it's the stress or the pms or i'm just crazy or something.

But on those days, I wonder I why I feel alone when I'm surrounded by loved ones. I feel something is missing and the next moment, the feeling is buried and gone.

I don't know if I want to whine in a public entry since most of my whining is done elsewhere.

blah...I don't know whether I feel silly for putting so much emotion into something so silly. maybe that's why i feel neglected. but shit happens and life moves on. All I can do is live it to the best I can, right?

....i feel silly for being moody over stupid things. but i can't help it. i can't let it go and it's driving me nuts.

*kicks insomnia*

bleh...at least my tongue is not swollen anymore. played a friendly boxing match but got my butt whooped since I kept refraining from hitting hard and nearly kicked my opponent many, many times. I've never been in a strictly boxing match before so i can honestly say i hate it, despite my little boxing training. I much prefer kickboxing. that way, i can push kick the person away from me if they get to close.

anyways........yeah. nothing more to say.

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[malicemadden.livejournal.com]

*huggles*

[swtjemz.livejournal.com]

*huggles back*

[dropsofme.livejournal.com]

*huggles*

[swtjemz.livejournal.com]

*snuggles*

[tipgardner.livejournal.com]

-snuggles tight and soothes your tongue-

Post my gmail if you'd like to talk more about anything, Luv.

[swtjemz.livejournal.com]

*clings*

*tongue is now involved in much soothing*

I did. thanks, darling.

[asanque.livejournal.com]

*hugs* The joy of up and down life... but take comfort in that we would have nothing to define the good times without the bad for contrast. Yes, sucking it up and living the best we can is all we can do, but there are worse cases than us out there for contrast also. We can be grateful we are not in their position.

I hope you feel better soon. You have my good wishes. ^^