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[jemz]

because life sucks for me right now.

i am going to be in lurker mode. i am going to try not to participate in any chats, comment spam, or anything else.

because i totally want to escape into lj and not deal with crap. which is not good for me.

so yeah. i'm sorry if i pissed anyone off or made anyone upset. that is my blanket apology...to be used in any and all situations.

i'm going to go and cry myself into a little ball.

Comments

[silentauror.livejournal.com]

Gods, darling, what's going on? Don't tell me if you don't want to, but if you do want to, you know where to find me, right? Email me if you like. I'm always here for you! I hope it's not LJ/fandom stuff that's getting you down. Then again, I also hope it's not horrible, RL stuff, either! Whatever it is, I hope it gets better really soon. Totally email me if you want.

*big hugs that last for a long time*

[swtjemz.livejournal.com]

it's nothing fandom, actually.

It's all RL stuff that happens.....and it sucks.

*clings*

[miints.livejournal.com]

ahhhh *snuggles* heck I've felt like that just last week, angry at the fandom and lj.. and even chat, for no apperant reason, just because

and heck, taking off a day or two or even three helps, it does, and after you'll be back, good as new, shiny and lovely! <3

[miints.livejournal.com]

just.... sleep, read, drink coffee and tea and make cookies, minus the hassles and everything

[swtjemz.livejournal.com]

I've been trying to do that...but fandom warped my brain and sucked me in.

I'm going to see how long I can stay away from fandom or limit myself but I keep wanting to hang out with you and __goldie and the rest of the ladies when I am out and about.

*snuggles*

[goldie.livejournal.com]

Ditto all three of us. :(

*loves*

There's only so much time in the day. Best to spend it on what matters most. ♥

Love you jemzy

[swtjemz.livejournal.com]

i will...*snuggles*

[balfrog.livejournal.com]

sweets, yeah, lurking is good, chilling is good, and a break is good. Maybe a nice weekend in bed with food at arm's reach and the tv on is good too.

[swtjemz.livejournal.com]

ooooh. that sounds really good too.

unfortunately my weekends have been busy and all i thought about was me. which made me feel selfish. so i'm going to have to plan a selfish weekend soon. (i.e. Vegas and NYC trips)

*huggles*

[balfrog.livejournal.com]

self-care is lurve, hon... I hope you DO have that trip.

:D

[swtjemz.livejournal.com]

I believe I am going. I decided yesterday that I was.

And self-care = Retail Therapy + MAC lipgloss/lipstick + new tops + sexy shoes = a happier, less wealthier me. hehehe

[paddies.livejournal.com]

Awww...sweetie...*hugs you* ♥

[swtjemz.livejournal.com]

*huggles back*

[dropsofme.livejournal.com]

*snuggles* babes.

[swtjemz.livejournal.com]

*snuggles*

you're in my prayers, babe. *tight huggles*

[sesptwd.livejournal.com]

Oh, hun. If you need to talk, you have my email addy.

*hugs*

Lots of love to you.

[swtjemz.livejournal.com]

*huggles* thanks, my dear!

[madamemundane.livejournal.com]

its cooL toOts! at least you have my family to confide in! just know that its always better to have someone there to talk to face to face because when you let it out for someone else to hear its usually more comforting. as for me being in texas, i just have to keep it in all to myself and just gradually wait for problems to die out which usually come back to haunt me all the time. i don't have any close friends or family here to console me. i'm just all by myself, but that's okay. i can handle things on my own. be strong!

[swtjemz.livejournal.com]

*clings to jill tightly* you know we're always here if you need to talk. Like you said, we're here to cry with you and for you. *smoochies* I can't wait til you come home for a visit. i missed my jillybean!

[allara.livejournal.com]

*hugs* I am so incredibly sorry. And I know that I'm not very good at cheering people up, but I can wibble with the best of them =P

[swtjemz.livejournal.com]

*wibbles*

*snuggles* thanks my dear, you're too sweet!

[bluebyyou.livejournal.com]

It's one of those days! I hope you know you have oodles of peeps that love you. I'll see you next Friday.

[swtjemz.livejournal.com]

*snuggles* thanks winnie wong!

[dramaphile.livejournal.com]

*loves you no matter what*

[swtjemz.livejournal.com]

*huggles*

[sapphyre-twins.livejournal.com]

Just want to offer my support. *hugs*

Hope you're feeling better soon!

[swtjemz.livejournal.com]

thanks, dear. *huggles*