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ugh...

just cut my thumb with some scissors. don't ask. i won't tell you how. it's completely stupid.

and it hurts.

I haven't had a cut in a while. not even a paper cut. but then again...i don't cook, so i'm not near any knives. as for baking, i'm not the one slicing the cheesecake! ^_^

but i am developing a morbid fascination with the cut.

i keep pushing on it, ignoring the pain in favor of the sight of blood slowly welling up out of the small cut.

it's like watching blood being drawn. only with the needle and vial.

i've hated needles. with a passion. but once the needle is stuck into me and the blood squirts out, i can't help but be fascinated. i sit there and watch my body continue to pump blood into this little tube....

err. yah.

bad jemz! bad! snap out of it! *smacks self lightly on the forehead*

i should go and comment smut somebody. *coughnaughtiegoldiecough* or stalk someone's journal *looks at flist*

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i was talking to zeebug about liking slash/yaoi/shonen ai.

bleh...made me feel deviant.

*giggles* back to reading my HP slash. H/D baby!