boring....i am.
Apr. 25th, 2005 11:46 amToday, I feel so blah. Like I have no life, no spark, no interest. Probably because it's Monday and my least favorite day. Probably because my body wants to hibernate a while longer.
or maybe I'm pms'ing and feeling quite unattractive and BORING. I don't know. My vivaciousness has left me for a time being and left me an empty shell of mechanical routines.
Anyway, I did find one thing interesting but it only cemented the fact that I'm feeling quite nerdy as well.
ETA: I blame Albert for everything today. hey, it's a good excuse!!!! =-P
ugh. I hate this "Limbo" feeling. I'm off to find some tea and meditate on the meaning of life (which is 42, btw) and see if I can find some craziness to stir up my Monday.
Hope everyone's Monday is better than mine.
or maybe I'm pms'ing and feeling quite unattractive and BORING. I don't know. My vivaciousness has left me for a time being and left me an empty shell of mechanical routines.
Anyway, I did find one thing interesting but it only cemented the fact that I'm feeling quite nerdy as well.
ETA: I blame Albert for everything today. hey, it's a good excuse!!!! =-P
ugh. I hate this "Limbo" feeling. I'm off to find some tea and meditate on the meaning of life (which is 42, btw) and see if I can find some craziness to stir up my Monday.
Hope everyone's Monday is better than mine.
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Date: 2005-04-25 07:40 pm (UTC)i'm an incredible dork. i got all excited at that comment:)
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Date: 2005-04-25 07:44 pm (UTC)first thing: *hugs*
I know exactly what you're going through... nothing exciting to look forward to... and the more you think, the more life seems "meaningless", but you know what? Sometimes this feeling only occurs at a certain time of day (for me, it used to happen in the morning) or maybe, in your case, it only happens on MOndays. Just hang in there, think about all the people that love you, think about the coming Friday evening when we have our weekly *family* dinner^^.
Listen to your favorite hip-hop tunes and you'll feel better-___-
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Date: 2005-04-25 08:13 pm (UTC)*huggles*
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Date: 2005-04-25 08:15 pm (UTC)yah...all of sudden, I felt incredibly..."BLAH". I'm thinking about our Friday dinner. I'm listening to the music and I still feel like I needed a change.
I dreamt about being on the plane to London without any luggage and without warning anyone. I was all panicky and felt lost until i got to an Internet cafe and contacted my London friend. Is that saying something, or what?!
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Date: 2005-04-26 12:20 am (UTC)hahah...i must watch the movie too!
after deep meditation, i knew the meaning was really 42. =-P
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Date: 2005-04-26 03:12 am (UTC)I wish you THE ABSOLUTE BEST!!! Have fun (for me, too) in London!!!
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Date: 2005-04-26 06:06 pm (UTC)Guess what?
Date: 2005-04-27 09:11 pm (UTC)already
WEDNESDAY!
two days
till
FRIDAY!
Re: Guess what?
Date: 2005-04-27 09:26 pm (UTC)