There are lots of happy things in my life right now. My friends, my family, having a job, eating healthy, having fun online with fandom friends, stressing out in planning for my division in Fanime, partying it up with all my friends all year long, hugs from Fishbot, arm/leg warmers, tea, the blue sky, the twinkling stars, weddings, gorgeous singers, my family, my friends.

So many things that I'm grateful for.


But...I can't help myself at the oddest moments, just stopping and staring off into the sky, and fervently praying and being utterly sad. I miss everyone who's moved on from my life. I miss my grandparents. I miss my friends. I miss my family. I miss friends I've lost touch with.

There's the empty space that's filled with memories and there's a bittersweet taste in my mouth as I remember. I miss the people so much.

And I pray for those who are going through rough times. You're in my thoughts.

Another insane conversation with mousaPi. This time about Fishbot. XD

( My godson is a silly, silly boy )

*flops*

( Fishbot takes over with his charming smile. )

Umm...also, if anyone has Clazziquai Project songs (more collaborations with other people) that they are willing to give me? *____* I am so love with this group and their music.

( I love this song. *___* Must get all their PVs! )

My godkid aka fishbot is one spoiled kid. His birthday is on Thursday and we had a party for him yesterday. He made out like a bandit.

His uncles gave him a Palm Z22.

That's right. A PDA. My almost-4 years old godson has a PDA. And he's figuring out how to use it. And he's not letting anyone take it away.

I swear that kid will learn how to hack computers by the time he's 8 or something. :/ Granted, he's been playing WoW for over a year and a half now and fishes for me to raise my fishing skills. But still, it's sort of disturbing and cute (all at once) how quickly he adapted to the new gadget. It has his parents', grandmother's, and my cell phone numbers programmed into it along with the pertinent emergency information (thanks to the really cool uncles) so when he starts Kindergarten next fall, he'll be the most tech savvy out of all the kids.

Why do I feel super old all of a sudden?

Anyways, here's a glimpse at the fishbot!

( and this kid with flirt with anyone in a skirt or with b00bs )

Boy, does he have all of us wrapped around his mischievious fingers. :| And he likes my boybands. :D

( kono sekai kara umareta subete no mono me ni mie nai kizuna de sasae atte balance kanadeteru )

My amusing story about Fishbot for the day.

( What does a 3 year old want to do on Halloween? )

I think I'm going to shoot for a picture or an upload of a song per day.

What do y'all think?